Your Happiness My Sorrow
Mi Jie Solo Exhibition
2015.09.05 - 10.07

□ Self and the World: Mi Jie’s Painting

Text  /  Yimo


Although  the  goal  is  there,  the  road  is  not.  What  we  call  road  is  nothing  but  hesitation.
-Franz  Kafka

In  the  spring  of  2011,  first  time  I  came  to  Me  Jie’s  studio,  he  patiently  took  out  his  paintings,  showing  to  me  piece  by  piece.  There  were  nearly  a  hundred  pieces,  large  and  small,  some  even  covered  with  dust.  I  was  amazed  at  his  fertility  and  passion  without  any  echo.  At  that  time,  he  has  already  graduated  from  the  Print  Painting  department  of  the  Central  Academy  of  Fine  Arts  for  more  than  four  years.  Although  he  still  worked  day  and  night  at  full  blast,  there  was  few  exhibitions  and  opportunity  for  him.

Soon,  at  the  end  of  the  same  year,  Mi  Jie  gradually  found  a  looming  road  in  chaos.  After  a  long  time  of  fumbling  in  abstract  and  expressive  painting,  he  realized  that  he  could  get  rid  of  the  long-term  disturbing   "trace  of  others "  only  by  returning  to  his  own  way.   "What  can  I  do? "  became  the  primary  problem  that  he  had  to  face.  Questioning  on  this  problem  prompted  him  to  quit  the  ambiguities  on  the  subject  and  image  and  come  back  to  his  own  heart  place,  Mi  Jie  gleefully  started  to  depicted  the  familiar  objects  with  great  interest.  This  is  the  beginning  of  the  Here  I  am,  without  a  Move  series,  which  also  marked  the  turning  point  in  Mi  Jie’s  painting  career.

In  this  series  of  works,  the  creation  context  of  Mi  Jie  gradually  became  clear.  He  tried  to  avoid  the  distant  and  empty  poetry  which  was  once  fascinated  to  him  as  far  as  possible,  and  avoid  those  grand  narrative  which  he  still  couldn’t  clarify,  Mi  Jie  started  to  return  to  his  delicate  earthly  feeling,  which  was  infructuous,  frustrating  and  lonely.  Different  from  his  previous  fragmentary  attempt,  the  appearance  of  this  series  became  complete  little  by  little.  The  images  we  saw  are  always  in  a  corner  or  a  forgotten  space.  Although  the  main  characters  in  the  pictures  were  arbitrarily  sketched  by  the  artist,  they  are  inadvertently  like  himself  –  looking  nervous,  standing  restlessly,  sometimes  with  a  nosebleed  which  symbolizes  desire.  However,  contrary  to  the  inner  struggle,  the  image  is  implicit  and  tranquil.  The  artist  chose  moderate  warm  gray  tone,  with  iterative  glossing  and  overlaying  by  the  thin  and  fast  drying  acrylic  color,  he  tried  to  conceal  the  mood  in  the  picture  over  and  over  again.  In  this  series  of  paintings,  Mi  Jie  described  the  living  state  of  a  group  of  people  including  himself,  which  resulted  from  the  observation  into  personal  experience  to  the  whole  population  in  society,  as  well  as  the  root  thinking  towards  the  issues  of  the  society  and  time.

1.
Nietzsche  had  narrated  in  a  small  chapter   "Becoming  Yourself "  in  the  Making  Sense  of  Madness:  “How  can  people  know  themselves?  He  is  a  dark,  shaded  thing.  If  the  rabbit  has  seven  skins,  so,  people  who  even  take  off  seven  by  seventy  skins,  still  can  not  say:   'This  is  the  real  you,  this  is  no  longer  the  shell’.   "  Admittedly,   "knowing  oneself "  is  not  an  easy  thing.  Although  Mi  Jie  was  not  in  vain  for  it,  the  little  guy  in  this  series  is  still  considered  to  be  the  portrayal  of  himself,  not  just  because  its  vivid  figure,  more  important  is  that  the  temperament  is  exactly  the  same.  This  seris  become  the  artist 's   "self-portrait "  out  of  coincidence,  and  the  self-analyzing  in  the  creation  thus  becomes  a  process  that  he  got  to  know  himself.

"What  kind  of  person  I  am? "  -  in  the  process  of  painting,  Mi  Jie  often  goes  through  a  long  period  entangling  and  tearing  with  the  images.  His  wavering  and  uncertainty,  cause  him  a  long  way  of  searching  for  each  work.   "Most  of  the  results  are  satisfactory. "  When  it  comes  to  the  overall  appearance  of  the  work,  he  became  confident.  He  always  says  that  he  is  a  heavy  person,  looking  quiet  and  sophisticated,  in  fact  he  is  hesitated,  contradictory  and  easy  to  get  stressed.  This   "heaviness "  not  only  derives  from  the  uptight  character  in  his  childhood,  but  also  from  the  environment  and  experience  of  his  life.  In  the  frenzy  period  from  2005  to  2008  in  China  contemporary  art  market,  although  he  was  in  the  midst  of  the  tide,  he  did  not  get  a  decent  chance,  this  somehow  will  cause  a  little  anxiety  to  a  spirited  dreamer.  And  n  Post  Olympic  era  after  the  economic  crisis,  more  and  more  severe  survival  pressure  associated  with  self-doubt  cause  great  challenges  to  Mi  Jie’s  psychology.  After  numerous  attempts  and  failures,  at  last,  he  chose  to  face  himself  frankly  and  express  the  unspeakable  physical  and  mental  difficulties  and  emotions  out  loud.

In  a  long  period  in  the  predicament,  Mi  Jie 's  self-positioning  and  expectation  became  conservative  and  sincere.  He  had  mentioned  several  times  that  his  wish  was  to  become  a  “Minor  Poet”  mentioned  by  the  well-known  contemporary  Japanese  writer  Yoshiyuki  Junnosuke,  to  be  a  sincere  minor  poet  with  backbones,  not  the  first  class,  however  cannot  be  ignored.  The  conception  of   "minor  poet "  originated  from  a  piece  of  music  essay  by  Murakami  Haruki   "Cedar  Walton-  The  Minor  Poet  with  Tough  Style ",  which  referred  to  his  predecessor  Yoshiyuki  Junnosuke  often  described  the  nature  of  his  own  is  a   "minor  poet ".  Today,  we  seem  to  have  no  way  to  verify  the  source  and  evolution  of  this  parlance,  and  it’s  very  apropos  and  appropriate  for  Mi  Jie  to  describe  himself  and  use  as  the  guide  for  his  life  -   "Music  and  language,  which  can  reach  people’s  heart,  is  not  measured  in  physical  size. "  In  my  opinion,  artist  Mi  Jie  though  seemingly  has  no  great  aspiration,  in  fact  has  the  insight  and  ambition,  only  he  is  convinced  that  all  the   "aquisition "  eventually  need  to  rely  on  the  day  after  day’s  silent  and  andante  labor.

2.
In  fact,  the  interest  and  description  in  human  began  to  show  up  quite  early  in  Mi  Jie’s  creation.  From  1998  to  2002,  Mi  Jie  was  in  undergraduate  study  in  Hebei  Normal  University,  school  of  Fine  Arts.  In  his  youth,  Mi  Jie  showed  more  sensitivity  and  diligence  than  his  peers.  In  the  passage  gallery  at  school  of  Fine  Arts,  he  held  two  mini  solo  exhibitions  successively  in  2000  and  2001:   "Night  Boat  –  Sketch  Exhibition  of  Mi  Jie ",  and   "Free  Profile  –  Solo  Exhibition  of  Mi  Jie ",  which  at  that  time  made  quite  a  stir  in  the  rather  quiet  and  conservative  school  of  Fine  Arts.

If  you  go  through  the  works  from  that  time,  you  will  source  back  to  the  origin  of  Mi  Jie 's  creative  method  and  idea.  In  the  preface  of  his  Night  Boat  exhibition  in  2000,  Mi  Jie  had  mentioned:   "  Take  people  along  with  their  rich  spiritual  world,  and  subtle  change  of  their  feelings  as  the  creative  motif.”  From  those  sketching  drafts  without  big  sizes,  we  can  find  Mi  Jie’s  idiomatic  processing  of  space  and  obsession  with  the  subject  about  human  characters.  The  elements  of  the  images  are  extremely  simple,  most  are  one  person  (or  a  few)  standing  or  sitting,  Mi  Jie  simplified  the  background  as  much  as  possible,  or  give  a  slight  hint  in  the  atmosphere  of  the  image,  so  as  to  put  the  focus  on  the  state,  action  or  expression  of  the  characters.  (Picture  1)  From  these  not  so  mature  paintings  we  can  find  the  past  of  Mi  Jie  as  well  as  the  linear  venation  in  his  current  creation,  the  loneliness  and  depression  emotion  in  the  image  is  so  similar  that  the  viewer  will  fall  into  a  trance:  after  going  around  circles,  Mi  Jie  seems  to  get  back  in  time.

During  2004  to  2007,  Mi  Jie  entered  the  Printmaking  Department  of  the  Central  Academy  of  Fine  Arts  doing  his  graduate  study.  In  the  miscellaneous  capital  of  art,  getting  in  touch  with  the  first-class  artists  and  professors,  and  confronting  abundant  exhibitions  and  information,  Mi  Jie  ushered  a  startling  transformation.  The  touch  and  training  of  the  silkscreen  print  brought  him  a  new  understanding  about  the   "images  and  ideas "  in  the  creation,  and  the  specific  procedure  of  the  printmaking  was  also  a  good  training  of  inductive  ability  about   "color "  and   "form ".  Looking  back  into  this  stage,  Mi  Jie  said  he  spent  half  of  the  time  reading  in  the  library,  the  other  half  familiarizing  himself  with  the  manufacturing  method  of  silk  screen  prints,  and  thinking  about  how  to  combine  his  past  painting  experiment  and  creative  way  of  silkscreen  printmaking.  (Picture2)  For  Mi  Jie,  the  art  practice  after  he  coming  to  Beijing  was  an  “eye  opening  trip”,  however  accompanied  with  which  was  the  self-introspection,  chaos  and  confusion  in  creativeness.  After  graduation,  he  had  been  searching  for  a  language  only  belonging  to  him,  the  searching  was  started  from  the   "reference ",  Mi  Jie  drew  inspiration  from  his  favorite  Chinese  and  foreign  artists,  conducting  experiment  of  abstract  or  expressive  painting(Picture3&4),  however,  the  attempt  over  the  past  few  years  couldn’t  convince  himself.  Until  he  returned  by  the  side,  back  to  individual,  and  returned  to  himself,  he  could  only  find  the  feeling  he  had  been  searching  for  a  long  time.

3.
After  the  series  of  Here  I  am,  without  a  Move,  Mi  Jie  extended  the  series  of  Your  Happiness  My  Sorrow,  and  Night.  About  the  media,  most  of  Mi  Jie’s  works  are  oil  or  acrylic  on  canvas  or  paper,  the  choose  of  such  a  traditional  and  direct  way  to  paint,  objectively  is  derived  from  the  art  education  Mi  Jie  accepted,  and  subjectively  from  his   "interest ".  Regarding  the  content,  the  scenes  of  the  recent  series  came  from  Mi  Jie’s  studio  which  is  most  familiar  to  him,  the  space  he  presented  was  almost  restricted  exclusively  an  indoor  corner  with  only  one  horizon.  Talking  about  the  small  guy  standing  blankly  in  the  picture,  Mi  Jie  had  described  in  a  self-narration  this  way:   "The  major  characters  are  painted  following  my  heart  as  always,  not  rigidly  adhering  to  a  particular  object,  they  are  just  innermost  images,  which  are  almost  dressed  in  suits  and  ties,  however  the  formal  wear  on  them  always  seems  so  uncoordinated,  as  their  petty  look  and  restlessness  reveals  all,  how  could  a  handsome  outfit  conceal  a  small  nobody’s  grounding? "  Thus  we  can  judge  from  this,  no  matter  according  to  the  motive  or  the  effect  the  picture  presents,  Mi  Jie’s  works  leave  a  very   "realistic "  impression  to  people(Picture5).

Surprisingly,  Mi  Jie  doesn’t  care  about  the  metaphor  and  symbolic  implication  in  the  images.  He  often  stresses  that  he  is  not  an   "analytical "  artist,  and  most  of  the  time  he  just  follows  the   "feeling ".  In  the  still  space  and  time  of  the  picture,  we  can  hardly  find  the  trace  of  the  narrative.  Although  he  nuances  in  drawing  the  object  so  specifically,  it  is  still  very  difficult  for  us  to  classify  his  painting  as   "figurative "  or   "abstract ",  the  choice  and  description  of   "objects "  not  only  comes  from  his  experience,  but  also  beyond  the  experience,  this  can  be  easily  sensed  from  perspective  relation  beyond  visual  habits,  as  well  as  the  variation  of  the  image.

And  as  for  the  recent  new  series  Your  Happiness  My  Sorrow,  there  are  subtle  changes  occurring  from  the  inside  of  the  works.  The  tone  of  this  series  is  more  dignified  and  dull,  the  layout  of  space  and  the  description  of  objects  although  points  to  more  complexity,  yet  they  expresses  a  more  tranquil,  treacherous  and  rich  temperament.  This  is  closer  to  the  artist 's  original  intention,  the  more  thorough  the  darkness  is  expressed,  the  more  he  could  escape  from  the  anxiety  of  pleasing  the  audience.  If  the  paintings  from  the  previous  stage  are  more  hesitant,  over  the  past  year,  Mi  Jie  is  concerning  more  about  his  inner  experience,  abandoning  the  external  interference  to  his  thinking,  so  that  he  could  make  the  painting  more  unrestrained  and  honest.  For  Mi  Jie,  he  is  still  acquiring  the  process  of  self-cognition  and  self-improvement  through  painting.

4.
Individuals  and  times  are  always  reflecting  and  generating  each  other.  Mi  Jie  is  faithful  to  the  life  experience  of  his  own,  an  epitome  of  the  young  artists  still  in  striving  in  the  background  of  big  times,  and  also  provides  a  channel  for  us  to  study  the  psychological  state,  living  environment  and  spiritual  demands  of  the  contemporary  artists  group.

In  fact,  the  group  of  artists  who  were  born  in  the  80 's  has  a  common  practical  background.  They  haven’t  experienced  great  social  turbulence  or  political  movement,  they  grew  up  under  the  profound  transformation  of  China 's  politic  and  economy,  and  the  national  policy  of  reform  and  openness.  Facing  with  the  multiple  effects  produced  by  marketization,  globalization  and  consumer  culture,  they  often  manifest  rich  and  diverse  in  the  form  of  creation.  This  generation  of  artists  has  received  a  good  education  in  the  academy,  and  different  from  the  age  symptoms  of  relatively  integral  appearance  of  the  previous  generation,  they  pay  more  attention  to  their  own  experience  and  individual  surviving  feeling.  From   "Planned "  to   "Market ",  from   "China "  to   "World ",  the  identity,  language,  vision  and  standard  of  value  of  post-80s  artists  have  changed  dramatically,  it  is  hard  for  us  to  sum  up  a  relatively  stable  collective  artistic  feature.  It  is  undeniable  that  they  tend  to  mind  their  own  business,  manifesting  the  response  to  many  questions  to  the  world  and  individual  history  of  growth.

The  creation  of  Mi  Jie  represents  such  kind  of  simple  young  artists,  whose  presentation  for  subject,  media,  and  forms  are  inconspicuous.  In  the  era  of  installation  and  video  art,  he  never  wavered.  Although  he  is  aware  that  any  kind  of  media  or  style  has  its  vitality  and  value,  he  advocates  manual  paintings  still  left  with  artist’s  temperature  and  emotion,  meanwhile  he  keeps  vigilant  about  the   "ideas "  in  conceptual  art  or  the  ready-made  art.  Therefore,  he  does  not  need  to  rely  on  abstruse  and  mysterious  theory,  and  only  need  to  consider  the  vision  and  atmosphere,  purely  polishing  and  tangling  with  the  painting  language  such  as  structure,  image,  hue,  light  and  texture.  

Looking  through  Mi  Jie’s  works,  we  can  precisely  find  a  journey  returning  to  himself,  in  which  he  doesn’t  want  to  imitate  or  reappear  the  world,  nor  ridicule  or  contend  against  the  world,  but  tries  to  build  the  world  in  his  mind  with  the  richness  of  his  inner  feelings,  so  as  to  find  the  lost  spiritual  home.

Yimo  =  Mo,  Mi  Jie  =  Mi

Mo:  What  does  this  time’s  exhibition  mean  to  you?

Mi:  The  exhibiting  works  are  basically  created  after  Here  I  am,  without  a  Move  exhibition  in  2013,  the  creation  period  spans  from  2013  to  2015,  which  is  not  too  short.  The  album  was  named  as  “Mi  Jie”,  which  is  a  result  of  the  discussion  with  Mr.  Wu  Jin,  we  both  agreed  that  this  was  more  direct  and  explicit,  and  more  conducive  to  connect  my  creative  conception  from  2011  to  2015.  The  works  in  this  exhibition  is  in  fact  a  continuation  of  the  previous  creative  ideas,  but  personally  I  think  it’s  more  mature  and  deep-going  in  the  technique  of  expression.

Mo:  The  new  works  of  this  time  with  the  theme  Your  Happiness  My  Sorrow,  comparing  the  previous  series  Here  I  am,  without  a  Move,  is  there  any  change?

Mi:  There  must  be  some  change,  but  more  is  from  the  inside.  I  think  this  series  of  works  is  more  sincere  than  before,  more  direct  and  certain.  Of  course,  the  process  of  creation  is  also  more  tangling.

Mo:  The  tone  of  this  time’s  works  is  more  depressed,  the  reason  is?

Mi:  I  think  it’s  a  kind  of  psychological  need,  I  want  to  conceal  and  hide  myself  in  the  picture,  layer  by  layer.  Perhaps  this  trait  is  related  to  the  characteristics  of  my  personality,  and  the  status  of  creation.  I  can 't  analyze  the  reason  more  precisely.

Mo:  How  do  you  regard  this  series  of  works?  Which  do  you  personally  satisfy  with?

Mi:  Rather  than  the  work  themselves,  I  prefer  the  process  of  creation.  During  this  period,  I  feel  my  confidence  is  building  up,  which  is  a  kind  of  bravery  to  face  my  imperfections.  What  I  satisfy  is  that  the  temperament  of  most  works  is  matching  to  my  status,  and  for  sure  they  are  not  perfect.  Many  places  could  be  more  perfect,  more  wonderful.

Mo:  Through  the  previous  exhibition,  we  are  familiar  with  your  self-portrait.  There  are  new  elements  appearing  in  your  new  works,  such  animal  head  portraits  and  the  images  of   "house ",  how  do  you  consider  about  the  creative  themes  of  your  works?

Mi:The  attempt  of  other  subjects  has  just  begun,  the  most  important  is  to  build  up  confidence.  I’m  trying  to  relax  in  the  creative  process.  When  confidence  comes  the  desire  to  try  other  themes  will  also  strengthen  up.

Mo:  There  are  a  lot  of  specific  objects  in  your  paintings,  such  as  carton,  stool,  water  pipe,  electrical  wire,  roll  of  toilet  paper  and  wine  bottle,  what  is  your  consideration  about  the  choice  of  these  objects,  what  do  you  think  of  the  metaphor  about  the  objects  and  figures?

Mi:  My  choice  of  these  objects  is  random,  paint  whatever  is  at  my  hand,  as  long  as  they  are  harmony  in  the  image.  Because  they  are  the  most  familiar  stuff,  so  they  certainly  emit  my  personal  breath.

Mo:  You  are  always  faithful  to  manifestation  of  easel  painting,  please  outline  your  painting  language  and  painting  concept.

Mi:  The  reason  I 'm  obsessed  with  painting  is  because  although  the  process  is  painful,  every  time  I  finished  a  piece  I’m  still  very  happy,  based  on  this  kind  of  happiness  I  can  still  stick  to  it.  My  concerns  can  be  said  relatively  narrow,  that  is  the  present,  personal  life  status.  Rather  than  making  scenes  in  the  street,  I  prefer  sitting  down  talking  peacefully  to  myself.

Mo:  You  want  to  manifest  the  relationship  between  the  individual  and  the  living  environment  in  the  painting,  thus  to  reflect  on  the  times.  How  do  you  look  at  our  times,  and  contemporary  society  of  China?

Mi:  Without  any  question,  everyone  agrees  that  now  China  society  is  expecting  quick  wins  and  instant  gratification.  Understanding  this,  for  the  artists  who  can  only  work  on  with  extreme  patience  and  perseverance,  this  is  both  opportunity  and  challenge,  the  society  provides  you  with  a  sufficient  number  of  subjects  and  possibilities,  then  it’s  a  call  for  artists  to  make  their  own  choice.

Mo:  Your  experience  is  closer  to  a  unique  case,  or  a  representative  living  state  of  the  young  and  middle-aged  artists?

Mi:  For  sure,  I  can  only  represent  myself.  Impetuous  artists  are  not  just  a  few.  But  as  far  as  I  know,  most  young  artists  is  in  the  similar  situation,  they  are  working  silently  with  great  life  pressure,  however  they  are  all  holding  on.  They  are  more  willing  to  live  a  valuable  life,  which  is  worthy  of  respect.

Mo:  Can  you  talk  about  your  next  move?

Mi:  I  hope  that  I  could  be  more  free  and  relaxed  in  the  creative  approach,  and  the  theme  can  be  broader.  Most  important  is  to  straighten  out  the  attitude,  to  calm  down,  and  to  stabilize  my  own  mental  aura,  I  think  it  can 't  be  very  wrong  to  do  any  kind  of  work  by  so.

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